Celebrating her today . . .
Celebrating her today . . .
I have a flip-top collection of quotes of St. Thérèse in the room where I pray, and I have had it flipped to this quote for a few weeks now: “What pleases Him is that He sees me loving my littleness and my poverty.” This morning as I read it, I was struck by the word “loving.” She doesn’t say “accepting” or “living with” or “bearing”, but “loving”. Loving?
And then it struck me: that is exactly where I meet Christ in my life–in my littleness and poverty. He favors the poor. He came to us as the poor Man. So, of course, I should love that place and love dwelling there with Him.
Thank you, St. Thérèse. Pray for me that my love for my littleness and poverty will increase.
I used to be afraid of the justice of God, until I read this by Thérèse of the Child Jesus and the Holy Face. Only she can come up with this kind of perspective. What a great Doctor of the Church!
“How nice it is to think that God is just! It means he takes our weakness into account and knows full well how frail we are by nature.” (MsA 83v)
Your soul is called to raise itself to God by the elevator of love and not to climb the rough stairway of fear.
I have been meditating on this from St. Thérèse for a number of months now. My problem is that I keep getting off before reaching the top and start climbing the stairs. Then I remember the elevator! How about you?
We can never have too much hope in God. He gives in the measure we ask. (St. Thérèse)
I am thinking so much about this quote of St. Thérèse’s that I just have to repost this post from a couple of years ago–in case any of you missed it or if, like me, you need to be reminded of it:
This morning I was pondering my failings and starting to move to discouragement–as I am too often prone to do–when the Lord in His mercy brought to mind a section of a letter from St. Thérèse to Fr. Bellière in which she describes the ideal way for us to come to our heavenly Father when we realize our faults. Reading it always brings me great hope–and I hope it does the same for you:
I would like to try to make you understand by means of a very simple comparison how much Jesus loves even imperfect souls who confide in Him:
I picture a father who has two children, mischievous and disobedient, and when he comes to punish them, he sees one of them who trembles and gets away from him in terror, having, however, in the bottom of his heart the feeling that he deserves to be punished; and his brother, on the contrary, throws himself into his father’s arms, saying that he is sorry for having caused him any trouble, that he loves him, and to prove it he will be good from now on, and if this child asked his father to punish him with a kiss, I do not believe that the heart of the happy father could resist the filial confidence of his child, whose sincerity and love he knows. He realizes, however, that more than once his son will fall into the same faults, but he is prepared to pardon him always, if his son always takes him by the heart . . . . I say nothing to you about the first child, dear little Brother, you must know whether his father can love him as much and treat him with the same indulgence as the other . . . (LT 258)
I pray that you will have the confidence to take God by His heart today and boldly ask Him to punish you with a kiss.
These days my prayer is FULL of distractions. I remember two things to help me. One is advice from St. Francis de Sales. He says that when we encounter distractions, the best thing to do is to gently bring our minds back to the Lord. I think often our temptation when we find ourselves thinking of anything but the Lord, is to start yelling at ourselves and getting upset. St. Francis, who always seemed to understand human nature so well, seems to consider being distracted a normal part of prayer. Hence, his wise advice: gently bring your thoughts back to the Lord and keep praying.
The other thing that comes to mind is a little piece by St. Thérèse. (Some of you may not find it helpful–if so, just skip it. ;-) Her lack of concern and attitude of confidence encourage me. She compares herself to a little bird who has not strayed far from God, but does get distracted:
“[But You know] that very often the imperfect little creature, while remaining in its place (that is, under the Sun’s rays), allows itself to be somewhat distracted from its sole occupation. It picks up a piece of grain on the right or on the left; it chases after a little worm; then coming upon a little pool of water, it wets its feathers still hardly formed. It sees an attractive flower and its little mind is occupied with this flower. In a word, being unable to soar like the eagles, the poor little bird is taken up with the trifles of earth.”
Ah, yes, the trifles of earth. We all know what they are.
But for me the even more beautiful and encouraging part of this piece by St. Thérèse is what follows. Her description of her confidence in the good Lord’s love encouraged me to have greater expectation:
“And yet after all of these misdeeds, instead of going and hiding away in a corner, to weep over its misery and to die of sorrow, the little bird turns toward its beloved Sun, presenting its wet wings to its beneficent rays. It cries like a swallow and in its sweet song it recounts in detail all its infidelities, thinking in the boldness of its full trust that it will acquire in even greater fullness the love of Him who came to call not the just but sinners.”
What a beautiful thought: to expect even greater love from the Lord because of our weaknesses. We, too, can in confidence recount in detail all of our infidelities and expect the same: to “acquire in even greater fullness the love of Him who came to call not the just but sinners.”
On those days when I think, “This is never going to change in me”, the Holy Spirit often reminds me of these words of St. Thérèse:
“At the top of the stairs He is looking at your lovingly. Soon conquered by your vain efforts, He will come down Himself, and taking you in His arms, will carry you forever into His kingdom where you will not leave Him again. But if you stop lifting your little foot, He will leave you on earth for a long time.”
“The mystery of the Immaculate Conception allows us to understand how Mary is surrounded by the Father with greater tenderness and love than the love surrounding Eve before her sin. Through this mercy, Mary is able to enter into a unique intimacy with the Father; she is the beloved little child, the smallest, the ‘Benjamin.’ Is one not tiny when enveloped in mercy? Only mercy makes us small.” (Fr. Marie-Dominique Philippe)
The wonder of God’s mercy is that this love which He has shown to Mary–his greater tenderness and love–is bequeathed to us as well through her as our Mother. St. Thérèse confirms this: “O Jesus! why can’t I tell all little souls how unspeakable is Your condescension? I feel that if You found a soul weaker and littler than mine, which is impossible, You would be pleased to grant it still greater favors, provided it abandoned itself with total confidence to Your Infinite Mercy.” And that is the key that Mary found: abandonment with total confidence to His Infinite Mercy. Mary, sweet Mother, help us to do the same.
This is why I love Thérèse . . . when I come across these kinds of things she said: “Agree to stumble at every step, even fall, to carry your crosses weakly; love your helplessness, your soul will benefit more from it than if sustained by grace you accomplished with enthusiasm heroic actions which would fill your soul with personal satisfaction and pride.” I find such hope in her words. How very often I feel my helplessness and am aware of my stumbling. It is such a comfort to be in her company . . .