Disheartened over your failures and mistakes?

“Have you ever looked back over a month and felt more than a little disheartened over the failures and mistakes–the blots on the page you had meant to keep so white?” (Amy Carmichael)

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Another gem from Amy Carmichael–she’s always such a witness to hope for me:

Isaiah 52.12  The God of Israel will be your rear guard.

    Have you ever looked back over a month and felt more than a little disheartened over the failures and mistakes–the blots on the page you had meant to keep so white?
    There is a most beautiful and tender meaning in the words “rear guard” which again and again has comforted me.  It may be new to some of you.  It means to gather.  The Revised Version margin has, to gather you up.  An army as it goes forth into new territory needs a Vanguard to protect the van [Note: a van is the foremost or front division of an army], and a Rearguard to protect the rear, so our glorious God use us these two words in speaking of His loving work to us-ward.  The Lord will go before us.  Our Vanguard is the Lord.  And the Lord God of Israel will be our Rearguard–following after, not only to defend us, should the enemy attack in the rear, as he often does, but to gather us up if we flag and are wary because of the way.  And if He gathers us up, He gathers up also the things we have dropped, our poor fallen resolutions, mistakes, everything, and deals with them Himself.  There is eternal love and tenderness in these dear words, “The Lord God of Israel shall gather you up.” Not only that, The glory of the Lord shall be your Rear guard (Is. 58.8). 
     So, as we travel on into another month we need not fear, Eternal Love is our Vanguard, the glory of Eternal Love is our Rearguard.  The everlasting Arms of Everlasting Love shall gather us up.

One thought on “Disheartened over your failures and mistakes?

  1. When we live with a most intimate and personal God it is not hard to know the protection in front of us and strength behind us and His love all around us. What is hard is to trust, that when we can’t feel it, it is still there.
    Kathleen

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