I feel like I’m in a time of stripping. (Ever feel that way? 🙂 And I don’t like it. (Ever feel that way?) I don’t like feeling weak and unrighteous and incapable and . . . you fill in the blank. I don’t like not feeling on top of it or in control. But–what should I expect if I am re-reading God Alone Suffices, the book I kept feeling drawn to pick up again and re-read? How do I expect to learn that God alone suffices unless I know how much I don’t suffice? (You think you’ve learned that lesson . . . and then you find out there’s, oh, so much more to learn . . .) This is not an easy book to read–because God seems to always provide the lab part while reading it. 🙂 Reading Biela’s books are not for the faint of heart–or maybe they are for the faint of heart because those are the poor of spirit . . . He’s not really writing anything new–he just does not sugarcoat the truth. The good news, though, is that God only strips in order to bring us into a deeper knowledge of His love. To be blunt, it’s pretty hard for a husband to be intimate with his wife while she still has her clothes on. And it’s just as hard for us to know the much more intimate love of God while we’re clinging to other things so tightly. So it’s a great grace for Him to allow us to be stripped.
By knocking with His light, Jesus tells us: Let us, you and I, look at you, whom I love, together. Jesus desires that upon seeing the darkness of your soul, you experience His love. (S.C. Biela, Open Wide the Doors to Christ, p. 56)