Periodically I feel a need to post something I posted back in June, a quote from St. Andrew of Crete: “Every day I start again.” What a great grace from God that He gives us a new day every 24 hours. He gives us a new start every time we go to Confession. A song I sing frequently is: “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is thy faithfulness” (Lam 3.22) Today I start again. And I feel I should add–the starting again isn’t so much what we do, or what we strive for . . . the starting again should be starting again to abandon ourselves to the mercies of God that never come to an end, starting again to surrender our lives to His love and mercy for us, starting again to lower our hands that would push Him away because we’ve failed once again. Today I start again to let Him love me.
I came across this scripture in Lamentations today — but by way of the 20 verses before it— I didn’t even know where Lamentations was in the Bible, but I read Lam 3:1-20 in a section of the Dark Night yesterday that particularly struck me, so when my Bible opened there, that’s what I read this morning. The next section, talking about waiting in silence, is also good.