Some mornings it’s just hard. It’s hard to get up. It’s hard to pray. It’s hard to face another day of living for others rather than yourself. That’s where my thinking was going this morning. So I did as I usually do when I wake up early, I reached for my Amy Carmichael devotional, Edges of His Ways. (One of the main reasons I like to read her is because she always draws me deeper into Scripture. I don’t end up with reading just some nice words, but I end up reading God’s word.) Today’s entry is entitled “Ps 22. Title LXX [in the Septuagint] Concerning the Morning Aid” Well, that obviously struck home. I stopped reading and grabbed my RSV. The RSV reads “According to the Hind of the Dawn.” So I then pulled out my Kidner commentary, in which he said that indeed the more faithful translation according to the Greek is “On the help at daybreak”. Psalm 22, as you know–and as Amy reminds us–makes us think of the darkness and suffering of Calvary. I’ll let you read the rest of what she wrote, and may you experience it as I did this morning, as the prophet writes in the Book of Lamentations: “His mercies are new every morning.”
When we think of Psalm 22, we think most of the darkness and suffering of Calvary. We know that it was in our Savior’s mind through those most awful hours; He quoted the first verse, He fulfilled all the verses. Even though there is a burst of triumphant joy in that psalm of pain, it is chiefly the pain that comes to mind when we think of it. But its title is not about pain, it is a word of beautiful joy: Concerning the Morning Aid. As I pondered this, my thoughts were led on to a familiar New Testament story: “It was now dark and Jesus was not come to them . . . They see Jesus walking on the sea”. Looking back on that night the most vivid memory must have been, not the darkness or the weariness, not the great wind and the rough sea, but the blessed Morning Aid that came before the morning.
So let us not make too much of the storm of the night. “Even the darkness is not dark to Thee” [Ps 139.12]; “And He saw that they were distressed in rowing” [Mk 6.48]. The wind was contrary unto them then, perhaps it is contrary to us now. But just when things were hardest in that tiredest of all times (between 2 a.m. and 6 a.m.), just then, He came.
“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you” [Jn 14.18], He said, and He does come. He always will come. “His coming is as certain as the morning” [Hosea 6.3]. His Morning Aid comes before the morning. If we do not see Him coming, even so, He is on His way to us. More truly, He is with us. “I am with you all the days, and all the day long” [Mt 28.20 Moule].
As I say in my sidebar, I started this blog to share things that have increased my hope during challenging times–those challenging times are not just in the past, but also in my present. My prayer is that you, especially any of you who are so aware of your need for Him this morning, may know His help at daybreak, and to know that He is coming, and is indeed already with you.